Hello.
Sadded(if you know what i meant,hahs). Didn't see "Wentworth Miller" anywhere today. He went back to the States and will only be back after CNY. -_-"
Nonetheless,work is slightly better than before, but definitely not the toilet. Haiya. Belom masok, dah rase nak muntah. AHAHAHAHAHAHAAA:D
I tried my very best to control whatever nature calls that comes my way.
Sanggup, you know!(:
Short and meaningless post eh, i know! hahs.
Ustazah looked at me and said this out of the blue.
"Sabar, yakin dan ingat dengan Allah, nanti Allah tolong."
Macam tau aje orang dalam kesusahan.
Pandai betul ustazah ni.

It has been a rough journey for me right from the start. And i am taking it slowly bit by bit, sometimes it got so difficult, i wanted to scream badly. Its not even half a year, but i've cried a river. I knew there's a glimmer of hope somewhere, but i've learnt not to hope so much cos' usually i'll ended up crying,again. Such a crybaby, i know. hahs.
On a brighter note, i am so looking forward to work on Monday. Because, i'll be able to see "Wentworth Miller" more often since the machines im supposed to deal with is located somewhere near his area. Nyeheheheheeheheeee..YES! YES! YES!
"Perangai dog eh!" -Nariah
Ok lah bye lah bye lahhhhhhh..
Currently living a sad and pathetic life, deep down inside.
Mentally draining. Weak in the knees. Sick and tired of everything.
Happy on the outside, but dying inside.
"Slowly drowning in my sorrow, wishing things would be better tommorrow.
Feeling like i am in an ocean of doubt and despair, gradually sinking and gasping for air.
I am aware that life is not a light switch you can flip on and off, simply settling and accepting everything and carry on. And i am trying to keep my sanity and composure intact, out of fear of those close to me might react.
I make a foolish attempt to have a good night's rest in my lumpy bed.
Knowing that there are others out there, 10 times better than me,
I am afraid and thus let out defeated sighs."
One word : FRUSTRATED.
Don't ask me any further about anything. I had enough. Seriously.
Faz & Fad
Hang out with her just now while waiting patiently for the pretty handsome indian guy to service her laptop in RP and i literally shut down when i reached home. AHAHAHAHAAHAHAA:D Totally lethargic. Too much slacking and bumming around do make you tired,u know.
Well, I saw a few familiar faces there too and managed to hide away. LOL. Hows that?
Heh, I hate being me so much at times, i'm so negative and i have so many problems(which im not even sure of..ahaha..) Trust me, i hate being like this. It just happen,subconsciously. Saw someone familiar?hide! or worse still,run! Thats it. Hehehehee.. I'll change. Promise! Just give me time for me to accept myself first. Very low self-esteem eh.